What an eventful summer already two incredible deaths – farah fawcett’s and Michael Jackson’s. Still trying to find myself through writing these silly little thoughts on microsoft word while watching friends. Of all things. And lovely also to watch a rachel and ross episode. And ross is with julie but he kissed rachel. Talk about conflicting emotions and wanting to be with the one you love. Accompanied with phoebe’s song. I love spanish. Not much I would be able to do without it. Gives me something to call as my thing. That’s what priyanka’s thing is.
If I did end up going to london I don’t really know what I would go do there and how that would affect anything especially after everything and the way it ended up. She is really pretty and they look great together and he’s happy. I’ve never really seen him smile – oh how much I would love to ok I need to watch the holiday to get some sense back in my head – there must be a reason I’m not giving up on this. Is it foolishness or is there really a chance for it. He said not to keep any hopes up and maybe I shouldn’t who knows maybe he should just be a hookup but that will NEVER be the case. Ok the holiday kate winslet video is very very tempting…and of course at that time the internet will get slow. Or disappear.
This should be easy. I think I’ve been through a lot of this and it should be easy. Pahaha ross and rachel are adorrable. And they’re hugging and that’s what I want to have. But of course it’s the one where rachel sees the list of bad things about her. And of course its gonna screw things up and I want to laugh but it breaks my heart. So watching the holiday is better
And his heart broke. Right after hers.
That’s what is supposed to happen but with right pricks of course it never meant anything.
Because how do you explain how good it feels to finally be wanted back? How a silly display of jealous can make you feel like the most important person on earth? How having the person who ignored you for five long years - the one person you wanted, the one whose attention you craved, your one true obsession who thought you weren't worth the breath it took to say piss off - how do you explain how it feels when that person finally sweeps you off your feet and utters the word mine?
You don't. You just let him shag you. – Jennavere
There that’s all I needed kate winslet telling jasper off and finally realising she’s happy without a twisted toxic thing between them. And I couldn’t agree more.
Sigh drowning in other’s love stories makes me feel incredibly awesome. I get to have feelings or experience all sorts of feelings each character feels rather than feel what I usually feel. That’s a lot of feeling.
Sigh I wonder what it would be like to fall in love with a physicist and have him kiss you.
So life is supposed to supposedly start once I’m in college. I’m kind of waiting eagerly for that just because I want to see if I’m good. At life, I mean.
I need to work on how I sing. Just so I can find what my voice is capable of doing. Definitely learning how to play the keyboard.AHA there ya go, I can use my keyboard and teach my self songs and practice singing. BRILLIANT
Sigh
I need to get out of whatever funk I’m going through right now.
I should write something. I love the effect words have in allowing myself to drown in lives that could never be mine but I so really wish were. It’s a great escape.
Oh you see the clouds drifting by
And all I can do is look in your eyes
Because they’re smiling and shining
And there’s nothing more I’d rather say
Than drown myself in those deep misty greys
I know sometimes it’s all too much
And there are times when it’s never enough
But all I’ve got to say is you make me smile
Without even trying and I know you’re mine
Because everytime you smile your eyes shine
Oooo everytime you walk by all I can think
Of is making you smile
Oooooo if only time could last forever so I could
Spend eternity in your eyes.
Your eyes oh oh your eyes oh oh your eyes…..
I would like to have a guy one day
Who’d treat me to chocolate after dinner
And who’ll look into my eyes and tell me I’m
Beautiful and sing me songs to make me feel
Like I am special. And hold my hand just to make me feel better
And wrap his arms around my waist just to pull me tighter
And closer to him.
Oh I’d feel safe and amazing because he’d look into
My eyes and then he’d say those three words that
We are all desperate to hear.
I . love. You.
So I smile and I look down beccause I feel
A tear coming down my cheek but I shake my head
And look up and there you are smiling
With all this love in your eyes
And all I can do is melt away.
I . love. You.
It’s that simple and we smile and we’re happy
And now all that’s left
Is for you
And me
And a couple of kissses
And one big hug
And tonnes of I love yous
I . love. You.
I . love. You.
~mIsS<3mUSe~
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